Separation anxiety.

Johan is leaving for japan in just 15 days. U__U;
It hasn't felt that bad yet. I've been really good at not thinking about it. But now I'm starting to have trouble sleeping.
I'm not sure how I'm gonna be able to deal with this. The most we've ever been apart is the 2 weeks a year I take a winter-sun vacation. And that's ME going away so atleast I'm busy having fun in the sun and doing fun stuff. What am I supposed to do now... I'm gonna sit here all alone in our cold cramped appartment. And sleep all alone.
AAArgh!!
I really don't want him to go.. I wish I could go with him. I know it's just 2 months but still. :(

Off to bed. I hope I can sleep tonight..